fog...getting...thicker...

Saw the word..."zombie" again...

It's there on the TV...all the time...
won't turn off.
can't seem to remember how to...work it...

There are pictures. Pictures that move. And people...only...not...

They're walking...so many...in the streets...mindless...

see their blank, rotting faces and feel...frightened...

yet somehow also desperate...to join them...

what's happening...?
Please...somebody...help me

still feeling...fuzzy...

I think something's...wrong with me...
took me too long to get out of bed.
sleep is strange.
Dreamed of you again...Wendy... You were screaming...

Also, I dreamed of...eating...
Were they dreams?
Not sure.
Feels more like...a nightmare...
only I...
can't wake up...

Can't...remember...

what's...happened to me...

feels like more than some flu or...fatigue...

haven't been to work since...since...damn, why can't I remember?

When was the last time I...got to the office...?

An explosion. That's right. I can still hear the ringing...still smell the...smoke...

But what happened after?

Somehow I got home...then...then I... Ach! So frustrating. My brain just can't...

Stomach rumbling...hungry again...

can't fight the urge...

the urge to...go out and...

18 hours later...

Groooooggggg...

Awake again. Sweet taste in my mouth. Hand doesn't move like it used to. Finger touches lower lip and...something sticky...

Blood?

My blood?

Finger passes past my face. Eyes sort of hang there, unresponsive. It looks all yellow and deformed. It's brought to my tongue, but not by me...or is it me...? So confused...

Wendy... Oh Wendy, how I miss you...

Maybe some...TV will...

slept...but still sleepy...

Dreamt about...her...

Still so fuzzy...and hungry...and yet also...

sad.

She was wearing the sundress I like. The one on the day we first met.

Couldn't get out of bed for a long...time. ...brain so heavy...feels like...mush...

Better get into work...I think... Something happened. Something...loud...something...devastating...

How come I feel so...?

What was I saying?
Right. She was there in the dream. Smiling. Where is she now?

Where am I?

Think I might call in sick...it feels true...

GRRAAAAGH-hic!

Uggggh...

woke up after more...sleep...

went to brush...things...yellow/white things in my...mouth...

teeth...

One came out in my hand...another, the sink...

Still hungry...craving...tissue...

Uh-oh...think there's someone at...door...

...feet drag...won't come up off the floor...

What gives...?

Ugggh...

Just looked in the mirror. Yikes. Eyes don't look so good. All bloodshot and...glazed over... I don't...don't feel so good... Also strangely...hungry...